As the day draws near for me to enter the convent, the excitement intensifies.. Not forgetting.. the anxieties.. & the fears.. Indeed.. there were many mixed feelings..
Feelings are more & more intensed these days.. esp during prayers and mass & I really wonder if I am ok.. Conversations w/ friends have also made me burst into tears.. Am I really alright?
Over the last 2 wks or so, I find myself having prob concentrating during prayers (QT) because there were too many monkeys jumpin ard, making me so distracted.. but when prayer comes, its just soo awesome.. I was at loss of words, so- to- speak..
Well, I am trying to keep myself free frm 22/8/11- 4/9/11 so as to concentrate on my spirituality (as I find myself quite scattered at times).. I do hope these 2 wks will be a gd enough time to prep myself for entry.. whilst at the same time, I try to spend time w/ family- as requested by them.
Pals.. do continue to keep me in prayer esp when I find myself sometimes struggling btw spending time w/ loved ones or w/ our Lord, Jesus Master..
**Always Keep Him in your heart. In everything, give thanks.. for it is God's will for you in Christ Jesus..**
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