1 mth

Oh man.. oh my..

It has been a mth since I am here..

Time really flies and I am still counting my everyday blessings from God.

The "answer" has become clearer in a way or another but still, there is this human nature within me that is probably holding me back. Excuses are not longer excuses in the eyes of our Lord. To make a decision now is still premature because this is just the very surface of what I will be going through. I guess Sr C alrdy knew what is at the back of my mind. I had a chat w/ her and her eagerness has definitely stirred up the eagerness within me as well but just as what she always did, she always give me the freedom and choices, not forgetting, helping me to pace out my time frame.

The answer is obvious but I am not sure if there are any unconscious needs/ values within myself which I need to rectify. Certainly, I still need to work inwards to further discover the inner me. Now, its really back to me, my and mine.

Today is already 1st April.. & I will be going back home during Easter. I am upset because I have only abt 3wks to stay..

I am certainly sure that I will miss the community here as well as their routines.

Do continue to keep me in prayers my dear friend, for my heart is still restless.

**Always Keep Him in your heart. In everything, give thanks.. for it is God's will for you in Christ Jesus..**