Tears started rolling down my cheek

I was expecting my profit sharing to be in my bank today.. but it "did not show up".

I need cash for my keyboard lessons tml.. also for the study kit for a short course.. but I've got none..

I remembered the deal mum had w/ me.. ie "you give me the money 1st for use at home, at the end of the mth when you do not have enough, you just ask frm me."

Oh man..

w/ the trust, I told her to "lend me 1st".. I got turned down.. I got rejected..

I felt disappointed.. I felt dejected..

Unknowingly, my tears started rolling down my cheek..

I felt cheated.. I felt unwanted.. I felt useles.. I felt its meaningless for me to put in so much effort/ faith to help to sustain the family.. bcoz at the end of it, I am always the one to be blamed..

Like what paul said, they are taking advantage of us.. why shld we allow them to do tt to ourselves & make our own lives so miserable?

I've decided.. I no longer wanna be locked up by them.. I shall take charge of my own financial situations.. No more giving them of what is supposed to be mine.. I supposed I'd given more than enough over the past 10yrs.. half of my salary for the past 10yrs..

No MORE! I gonna stand on myself from now on!

**Always Keep Him in your heart. In everything, give thanks.. for it is God's will for you in Christ Jesus..**